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I'm eighteen, I wouldn't claim myself to be 'short' at 5"2.5 but I do wish to be taller sometimes. My greatest fear of life is being alone for too long & being around tight spaces(Claustrophobic). I am a crossed legged that loves cuddles, piggybacks, tea, foul words, animals, acid wash colours, music, ADTR, poetry, alone, horror, long walks, conversations, smell of rain, old books, random midnight roadtrips, James Frey, wolves, piercings, and FOOD.







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Sunday, May 30, 2010
Youth and Crabbed age cannot live together,

Mosaic my smile cause it looks like a jinjang smile. Had Tutti Fruitti after so long, it felt like heaven. Had 3 cups of it. Gonna grow so fat, whee. And for a day long day of shopping or tons of walking, wearing something comfortable or you like walking in, very important! Went shopping yesterday after so long. Most of my purchase was on japanesse chocolates and a few books from Popular. Another expensive purchase on my purse. Well at least now the quality is good and I don't have to get a new purse everyyear cause it keeps falling apart.



Eager to know who's underneath those bear covers? Keep reading (:

So I attended the Youth Fest 2010 with my friends on Friday. It was also Wesak on that very day so it was pretty much a last minute plan for me to go. Was suppose to go to the temple with Anusha but then she left pretty early so I went with mother.

Got to Balqis's then to the KTM station with Yasmin & Balqis. Waited for Intan & Michelle to come, they took more than an hour to get to the station when they are only staying about 5 minutes drive from it. We even had time to eat lunch while waiting. Or even better, we had time to;


Charge our phones. KTM providing this was pretty handy.


We even had time to talk about our grandfather stories. They finally arrived roughly about 2PM something, we left and reached there and got into a long massive line. Got our free passes and head on in. No pictures were taken inside, it was pretty pack and hectic. The smell of sweat, was, errr, no comment. On our way in, there were people screaming "excused me" and my feet got stepped on so many times, I couldn't be bothered until I looked to my right, Datuk Nurhaliza was walking right beside of me. I still couldn't be bothered because her security guards stepped on my feet.


I wore a similar singlet with Michelle.


We had to share because that pie was costly. I was left with RM1 literally after that.

One of the reasons we stayed was for the BOTB, but Intan was rushing home so Michelle and I decided to follow cause we wanted to go for dinner as the bands were getting boring. Balqis & Yasmin left an hour later cause it gotten boring as well. On the way home with Intan & Michelle was the bomb.


I was happy cause I saw another Chinese at the concert and to know I'm not alone!

I asked the cashier on how do we get back from Putra and she said to take the train on the other side, we entered and Intan was freaking out on how late she was. So we started talking about the times we always get into trouble when the 3 of us hang out. After 30 minutes of not realizing, I looked outside and I asked "where are we?" and I continued talking to them, as I didn't really notice it. After another 10minutes, from Michelle's side window, I've never seen that forest before, I turn to my back and looked out and I wondered "I've never seen this place before". I stood up to look at the map;

IIntanMichelle
Where are we?! Subang Subang Subang Jaya- *points at the map*
Holy shit Intan!
WHAT?! Oh my god! WHAT?!
We took the wrong train! Subang Jaya is at the other side of the world!
HAHAHAHAHA
I'm gonna be an orpahn if I don't get back!


So when we were here-

They were in Serdang, just a stop after ours. Yes All of us went into the wrong train.

We all got home by roughly 10 and Balqis & Yasmin about an hour after. Well good news is, we made up a cover up story for Intan which was "I've been in Michelle's house since 7PM". Next morning went to the hills for an exercise and had to do it with soccer boys, yeah they're hot alright, sparkling blue eyes and blonde hair, only if they weren't 10years old. One of the boys is so adorable, he came up to me and asked "Can we go for dinner? But can you pay for our first date? My allowance is only RM5 per day". Later I slept like a pig until it was roughly 2PM. Last minute plans to go Youth again cause she wasn't satisfy with the shopping yesterday.


Got there, and I was the one who ended up buying things. Shawn accompanied and I can't believe he wanted to buy me a second hand bear for me to hug to bed. Yes I want a new teddy bear but not second hand! Haha. Went for movies later at night, Prince Of Persia was awesome. So about the Celcom mascot,

Was Shawn & Adrian. Was hilarious when one of the blue bear chased after me and I didn't know who it was at first.





Saturday, May 29, 2010
My first kiss went a little like this,

ƃuɐʞ pןooɹǝɾ says:
o.o
i dont know why but i had the urge to hug you there but i didn't
hahahahaha
Irene says:
I was waiting for a hug you know
instead you gave me ball
HAA
ƃuɐʞ pןooɹǝɾ says:
ahahaha sorrryyy D:
Irene says:
haha
its okay la
ƃuɐʞ pןooɹǝɾ says:
its been sooo long since we hugged ;/
Irene says:
YESH
I know you miss me
haha
ƃuɐʞ pןooɹǝɾ says:
its weird but yeah somehow i do miss pik yee
ahhahaha


My backbone for 5 years (: Dead tired and just found out all this while, Skyping only allows one Video call at a time, Hmph so sad! So currently stuck on MSN laggy webby with classmates again. Every weekends's a webcam date with my classmates.

So lazy to blog about Youth since there's another 2 more days of it. Who's going again? In the process of getting there and coming home was a big role of Intan, and it was epic funny. More tomorrow.

My heart beats fast whenever I look at him, butterflies doesn't fly away, and my smile doesn't fade(I look like a retard with such huge smile), and when he leaves, I want to cry.




Friday, May 28, 2010
Sips of honey,

This one is dedicated to Michelle, this is her cute cashier that turns out to have a girlfriend!(the one facing his butt to the camera)


So today I had no plans. So I decided to just go with the flow, such a bad idea seriously. Thank god Picky called so we went to Old Taste cause Papa Rich was close(no milo dinosaur in Old Taste, I rate you E!) Then went on with the flow to Asia Cafe, met Leon, Michael, & Shahril at the pool place so decided to hang about with them.

He asked who had a sexier walk?

Got so bored we decided to go watch a movie at Michelle's. But then when we got there, she couldn't on the DVD player so we ended up,

Painting toe nails.

And, yeah you get the point. HAHA.

And about an hour ago, I got myself back on,

TWITTER! (:

goodnight Jerald! Nice webbing with you my 5years buddy. I know you are currently on my blog so I'm writing this!




Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Milo milo milo dinosaur, eeeeeeereeeeeaaaaaarrrrwwwwwwww!

(Helped R&B Basic Photography a little)


Self-prison week 2 - Do I even need to say more?

Thanks to Wengonn & Jasper's call to go study in Mcdonald's with them at 5:30AM, I actually decided to get a Mcburger because of Wengonn mumbling it so many times on the phone. Friendscino grand openning at Damansara Perdana tomorrow, don't know if I'll get to be there or not but if I don't, kudos to you Jerry Ong, big boy with big guts of achievements! Finally with your own bistro and restaurant, will pay you a visit as promised during my 2weeks break if I'm free enough.

This is stated daily, you can find me in and with Starbucks, Starbucks, Starbucks, Starbucks, Asia Cafe, Bubble Tea, Starbucks, KFC, Starbucks, Starbucks, Starbucks. Caffeine everyday, deadly. I have no life to sit in Starbucks so much. And when I'm not around those places, I am home trying to make Milo Dinosaur that keeps failing because my Milo refuse to float.

And when i'm not making any Milo Dinosaur, I am finding ways to rape those JPS mid term papers. We've raped so much and made it way obvious that students were caught. Now big chances of all Form5 to retake our midterm? Please, I will jump down from the building if I have to sit for Maths, Moral & History again. Those paper wasted inks on my pen.

Do you believe in future predictions? These days, my friends and I doesn't speak of shopping anymore. Instead we speak of Supernatural and odd weird people. Recently we came up with Baba Vanga, predicted world war 3 to start November this year(awesome no SPM), Robot and alines to live among us soon enough. Dying of skin cancer within these few years. Go google, its awesome to read, don't believe or do believe, it's all up to you but for sake of knowing, its good to know just for the fun of knowing (: Enjoy!




Tuesday, May 25, 2010
When you have a heart




Do you ever get that feeling when you know your heart is broken and you don't ever want to feel that way again? and that's when another comes into your life and changes all that. He doesn't say anything special but having him around, the present of your broken heart just goes away. He doesn't say the sweetest things, nor he doesn't try to play it cool but there is this thing he does that keeps making you laugh and stick around longer. You have no fear around him, he makes you feel like a better place than home. Having to think of him whenever you get a messy mouth and hands from eating a big burger because he told you he likes the way you enjoy good food. To think of him whenever it rains because he calls it "romanticky" and you're always hoping the one he left in suspense is you. You get so happy, you literally smile and jump up & down to see his name popping up on your phone, to laugh not knowing others are wondering "why is she laughing at her phone" whenever you read his messages. to feel so comfortable falling asleep in front of him or to let him see the messy side of you. I would want to say so much more, but I am selfish enough to keep people from knowing more of you. Right, rubber rubber fruit? (still gets me everytime when you talk about it)




Thursday, May 20, 2010
My heart is filled with you,

2 days in a row of Iced mocha, 2days in a row of burning the midnight oil, 2days in a row of studying in Starbucks. Maths paper is finally over, thank goodness, it was a self murder paper. Tomorrow, it's History and there goes all the nightmare. But not forgetting that Moral paper falls on the next Monday, have to pass Moral this time. MUST, I hate you nilai. I am going to make you into a song so it would be easier for me to memorize.

Studied in Starbucks again today, was in Empire this time. Somehow I prefer studying outside of home, there's less complication. Accompanied by a few others today. The next time if I have to study in a group again, I'll make sure to tape my mouth and block my ears. I've never felt so nerdy in ages. Getting right back to the history notes. Wish me luck.



You'll be wondering, this is not studying at all.




Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Rain on my parade.

"Now whenever I talk to you, you remind me of Jasper." - Wengonn
That was hilarious. I do not remind of you Jasper! That was one of the things that made me laugh hard today. Another was being entertained by Sulaiman & Andrew, they know ways to cheer me up though it was pretty a rough tease.

Such a bad day today.

Started off with Mid term day 3. And it was all alright only when the bell school rang, students scattered to return home. I hate going home these days, or well when I have to face my aunt. She just has to ask so many questions when she say she doesn't bothers anymore. So why still ask? It actually irritates me like hell, but all I gotta do is just answer. I sometime just can't stand her voice.

Returned home and got a call from dad. Telling me his problems with mom. Honestly, I really do not want to know nor help. Not to say its cruel, but its your problem and I really wish both of you would stop dragging me side to side. The truth is, I'm starting to feel so very fed up. Same old stories and its not like I could even help, in your eyes- I am your child which is so young and wouldn't understand no shit.

And mom, would really appreciate it if you would stop using my things without my permission. First you used my computer and I said nothing about it though my desktop is filled with your things. But sneaking into my room to use my phone to call someone really gets me mad. Why can't you use your own phone or something, having to receive messages like "So what about dinner?" from a stranger in the midnight makes me feel uncomfortable. You can buy yourself a brand new TV, Estee Lauder products, maybe you should get your own computer so I don't need to feel disgusted, you know?
I do not want to miss you, but I just had to- that sucks.

Studied alone in Starbucks today and had trouble going to tuition 2hours later when it started raining made my day worst. Having to make a small fuss into a big issue, next time- don't drag me into it. Came to notice, the real nightmares starts tomorrow, Maths paper. Screw it. Numbers of bad issues just decided to rain on my head today, just a day before maths. This is ridiculous.




Monday, May 17, 2010
I hate Mondays,

I hate Mondays, though I skipped school and stayed home today. Still, I hate it just somehow, It turns me moody blue, its true when they say Monday's Blue. Was suppose to meet up with Balqis today but slacked it off so end up watching some Malaysian Chinese show on TV. I only came to notice it was from Malaysia when the girl entered a red and white Proton Saga cab.

"I need a cigarette like right now, really".

They say they smoke to release stress, do it the faster way and its free, jump down from a building or slit your wrist might look better. I am only so piss of at this matter right now as yesterday I was walking out from a Restaurant in TTDI, I am not sure if this guy was blind or what, he instantly just swung his hand while holding his lighted up cigarette and it landed right on my right hand. And instead of saying "I'm sorry"- he actually went screaming "Oh fuck my life, I want to die now". I mean, WHO THE FUCK IS STOPPING YOU? At least say sorry before you do, uh. So right now, I have cigarette marks on both sides of my hand. How pretty but I wasn't asking for a free tattoo.

I can tell you I am going to screw up my mid-term really bad. I've been slacking off so much, going out like nobody's business, I forgot how do I sit and study like I use to in my room. Someone has to refresh that into my head because I am living on the edge right now and will just fall off if I don't do good. This is what I am going to do(which pretty much is going to fail, I can tell you) - I am self prisoning myself at home other than attending for tuition classes and school. That goes out to skipping volleyball as well and daily routine with my friends. I'll tell you the results of this process in two weeks time, wait for it.

My weekend was suppose to include alot of revision, maths books and history notes. But then, I end up doing this. On Saturday, went to The Empire Shopping Gallery with mother to get my

RM56 worth of fattening source.

and to get a new TV for I don't know what occasion because we recently just gotten a new TV last year. She says HD is better which I find it just an excuse to get a new TV because it was on sale. Rather on spending on my Dream Shoe, mother spent RM360 worth of her Estee Lauder products which just make my face frown alot. She gave me this card for a free make over on my birthday next year anyway, I dont need it.

Went Pyramid later on for dinner at Fullhouse. Walked around and went for pool with Jesper before heading home. Spent the rest of the night on the phone with Brandon talking about anime, mangas and bloggers. I laughed pretty much during that duration.


Next morning, went TTDI for brunch where all the cigeratte incident happened with Jesper. Hung about his place until 3PM-ish and got home. Went out to Mentari and Pyramid for dinner. Look at my shecdule that doesnt include any studying in it, I tried hard okay, I did. But I end up falling asleep on my desk.

I am going to try studying now. This year's mid term is being palyed a little different, A few papers are set by the Goverment and form5's(not sure about the rest of the forms) will be sitting for the same paper, at the same time and day. This is supremely scary.



It is really sad I always get Michelle's name mixed up with Michael's. We ended up going on for more than about an hour of disgusting talk.





Thursday, May 13, 2010

I am an awesome student because:
I enter the school today with an anklet length socks that shows so much of my anklet, my name tag that spells "Piggy", my name tag which is done up with a safety pin. And most awesome of them all;


I enter school without a lencana sesi. A few seconds before crossing through the line of prostitution(prefect's spot check line), decided to make my very own lencana sesi and fool the prefects. They bought it and yes my lencana sesi is drawn with a higlighter and black pen onto a piece of math's paper.


First Sinar Jaya got us laughing like mad.

The fact that I haven't have time to go online that much, Literature paper kick start off my mid term tomorrow after recess. The horror, oh the horror. And this is what we did when exam's tomorrow?


get Mcvalue lunch, study Literature for less than an hour in Starbucks, call Matthew, Met Wengonn, Went AC, met Yasmin's friend, played foosball til my wrist gets a blood claught, Walked in the rain with Literature book as shelther, fell right down on my ass infront of a resaturant due to wet floor(3 of them just kept laughing instead of helping me up), went for volleyball, got caught in the rain, currently sneezing like hell.

I;m kinda irritated from all these strangers adding me on MSN and telling they got it from Facebook. My email isn't shown on Facebook! what on earth. I am so scare, I don't wanna fall too deep for you.

Okay, wish me luck. Bye.




Monday, May 10, 2010
Keep your hands off the cookie jar


Cookie crumbles, pictures from Balqis and I helped with the editing. So adorable!

Updating again before bed, cause Facebook doesn't allow me to send Balqis the photo so I decided to ask her to grab it from here. And another is to tell you that I am a happy girl today. I guess you read my blog after all, or maybe not? Either way, can't wait til you change your number!

Enough of all the fun going out, that all has to come to a stop for now. Mid term is just around the connor, literally around it. This Friday, Literature papers is going to kick start off as my nightmare day number one. Horror all begins from there. Have to improve from a C to at least B for Literature, seriously don't want to stay at the range of C+. Need to study more often now, I'm slacking off again.

Think of what am I going to do after high school almost everynight. Mother is actually asking me to take up hairstlying and beautision just cause I've cut quite a number of my friend's hair before? I mean come on, something I'm good at but I don't like it will just make me suffer at the end of the day. When are you going to stop deciding my future for me?






Let's do the salsa.

Interact IU was okay, not much came maybe because it was held on Mother's Day.

This entry is just going to start off with pictures, way to lazy to blog about what happen that day. Went home in the evening to celebrate Mother's day at The Empire Shopping Gallery. It's tiny but have the feeling it would look like the next Pavillion. Only its smaller, unofficially open yet, and its filled with people. Spent so much at the japanesse store and chocolate world because everything was on sale. Bought so much chocalates and pretz.

Definitely want to go there again for the Hello Kitty pretz.

5 years with this moron, 5 years man.


Hi Anish, thumbs up good thumbs up.



We insisted to have a jumping photo though Shivany's mom has arrived.


Always wanted to take a picture with that car.



Nothing was that funny, really.



I feel tall, yeay!


I love buritos!




Sunday, May 9, 2010
I. no. more. to. have. to. keep. you. in. my. heart.

Mexican Fiesta.
More soon.

I write this to make me feel better, you don't have to read this.

The night of Tokio Hotel, I wouldn't stop laughing just talking to you on the phone, I actually felt happy. Having to see your text when I wake up puts a smile on my face. Having you to tell me you have all the time in the world for me and you come all the way for me though it's all the way from Kuala Lumpur. I just enjoyed every single moment of us being really close friends. We would tell each other that we're just friends. The way you call my name with your sense of creativity changing my formal name into something so different yet beautiful to call out to. You're such a nerd, you take the time off to explain something I didn't know. Having to speak the same taste as I do, we became instant bestfriends. But as slowly time passes by, you would tell me how much you miss me.

I'm sorry, I never wanted things to end up like this. I'm sorry I know how she feels, as I was in her shoes just not long ago. I'm sorry but I never planned to sabotage your relationship. I've been hurt the same way, call it karma but please don't do this to her. I would rather get hurt than to sabotage a relationship that had been going on for so long. It's best for us to stay away for now at least til we get our feet back to the ground. I bail myself out and I am sorry- we became a little too close. As for that, here we go again. Just another goodbye.

Wow, bail me out I can't believe that just happened.

I miss you Brandon Peter Morais, I hope you are reading this because I gotta admit, I miss your virtual kisses & video calls.






Saturday, May 8, 2010
Bonding between the hate,

More on Facebook. Most asked random question: How do I view your pictures if they're private?
A: When i say "more on Facebook", that phrase actually passes out whom are my friends that I do know me on Facebook, not random readers from this blog. I do put up pictures than nothing on this blog.


Today went over to Michelle's place at 11-ish after getting her text at about 10 in the morning. Practice but did not rehearse for it cause I didn't have the time to memorize the tabs and the lyrics, screw it. Maybe next time. Went for lunch with Intan & mother dropped us at the Curve about mid afternoon.

Finally bought my cups but the promotion for the white cups was over. Gotten the other one which was RM0.89. Spend quite sometime in Ikea and even longer in Daiso. All thanks to the IQ game Intan & I found, solved it after numerous numbers of time screaming. Left later in the evening, got home and had a one hour nap and head to Patio for dinner with neighbour.


HAPPY. Now my stationaries look so much neater.


After 20 minutes.


Look at how Intan is trying to be taller.


And yes, Saturday is a no plactic bag day so we brought our own bags (:


On the way home, Us and more bubble tea. And a lost packet of currypuffs from Ikea.



Proud to be.

Mother's day happens tomorrow, what are you getting for your mommy?






Roses are red,

Guess who gave me flowers? (:

Gotta sleep, so tired and am having a headache from walking under the rain today, Your fault la Melissa(hahaha). and I have such great friends that will find every opportunity to whack me, like;

addie L says:
ehh
nohh
im gona wack you starting on monday
and i wont stop
ahha
Irene says:
But I havent told you yet!
Hahahaha
addie L says:
ehh
you told me that day lahh
Irene says:
when?
he only told me today
addie L says:
aduhh
lagi ahh i wack you
he come i dont mind
but coming as a date with you nohhh
that one i 'll wack you
haha
Irene says:
Oh god, If bad things happens, I'll jump down!
addie L says:
i wont let you
you jump i'll catch and wack you somemore
HAHA




Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Everything has to stop reminding me about you,

Senior year keeps getting better and better, First time entering the Bilik Pengawas today, Second time of the year facing En.Kamarul & Pn.Ainon. Can't stop laying eyes on how disgusting En. Kamarul's beard looks and he just had to play with it. Someone please shave it off for him, so I don't have to force myself not to laugh whenever I look at him. Pn.Neoh should just be straight forward, what's her problem. Even teachers supported and you come telling me you change your mind, just deal with the fact you're just another teacher I'm going to start hating. Thank god it's May.

I am not sure what got into me, but I really need to talk to someone. I am often quite nowadays, I rather sit quitely and think. So much on my mind, so little time. I despite that I love long walks and Subang comes to be one of the most busy cities, I think 7 cars put on a horn to me because I wasn't watching where I was walking, now that is dangerous. I don't want to die because I am so blurred out.




Monday, May 3, 2010
Valentine's

Rest in peace, laptop.


When the truth fails you, you have no choice but to abandon it

I'm sorry, again? When a lie is starting up, I lose track but I don't lose myself, now I'll get lost, before things get out of hand and it falls into different paths. Paths we did not plan for to open up, dark paths that will lead me and only me into another blackhole. Mistake, we all make them. Sometimes we repeat them, hopefully, just hopefully, I won't repeat this again. I, I-, forget it, what matters anyway? Nothing.

I wish I could give you hints, We lead our lives away from each other, how do I keep reminding myself to quit dreaming, but just think of it this way, for sake's I am not smart. My day never felt that long in a long time,





Its torture.




Sunday, May 2, 2010
The age of dissonance



Hi, yes I know I've told I am starting to get bored of taking pictures of myself, but the mood of camwhoring sometimes pays me a visit. This was today, today's Sunday and watched two movies. Watched Date Night and I know its a pretty old movie but we couldn't get tickets for Ironman 2, how sad! Went for Ip Man 2 after dinner.

6/10
Typical comedy romance.


9.9/10
I don't care if you're not chinese or you don't understand chinese, go read the subtittles. This movie is awesome. As good as the first one. We hardly got seats for this one. I want to go for a 2nd round! Someoneeeee!


Went Tutti Fruitti after movie and goodness, spent the most ever before there, RM46.95 cents, jaw dropping. Almost made my heart jumped out from my mouth. Must really watch what topping I take next time. Walked around with the mouth watering Tutti Fruitti with a happy face, I end up getting another,


Watch from Padini! Haaaa! Got the Blue one this time, I just became the biggest freak for watches. Better yet, now I get 10% off from Padini because I FINALLY became a member there. Went to the pet shop for our last stop, called dad and;

"Can I get a spider?"
"Huh?"
"A spider. Bigger than my fist."
"A spider? You want to die faster? Don't play play, anytime can bite you. Poisoness wan ah"
"Harmless one-lah! Can?"
"You want to get a dog, after your dog eat your spider, your dog die then only you know, cannot! Don't simply buy this type of creatures! Very dangerous"

"But I want, please? I'll take care of it"
"Ya ya, that is what you said when you got your turtle, and end up where it went? I found him back under the fridge, this time you want to get spider. Your ku ceh(aunt) see, she get sam chong pheng(heart attack)"

So fine, dad isn't going to let me get a spider. shouldn't have let Striplet go, but it seemed so caged up. So I went and look for snakes, one of my biggest fear but I tried to cool it down, so I called dad again;

"What about a snake, eh pa? Yellow one, sure very easy to find if it goes missing"
"It will strangle your dog before you get to find it, or even better, it'll strangle you, you so skinny."

SIGH.