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I'm eighteen, I wouldn't claim myself to be 'short' at 5"2.5 but I do wish to be taller sometimes. My greatest fear of life is being alone for too long & being around tight spaces(Claustrophobic). I am a crossed legged that loves cuddles, piggybacks, tea, foul words, animals, acid wash colours, music, ADTR, poetry, alone, horror, long walks, conversations, smell of rain, old books, random midnight roadtrips, James Frey, wolves, piercings, and FOOD.







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Friday, February 27, 2009



Hello,

I am really angry right now, oh yes I am alright. I do not care how is this going to sound to you. In your ways it might be Childish, Bitchy or whatever so you would like to call it, I am letting this ou of my chest. What did I ever do to you that you're fucking doing this to me? What the fuck I ever do to you? When you bring your hell bleedy phone to msg your hell bleedy boyfriends, did i ever fucking go and tell the teachers? no fucking right, so why you gotta go screw up my life when I'm not even willing to start a fight with you.

Because of you, Prefects gave me a 4times personal spotcheck. 4 fucking times, a new fucking record okay. who the hell ever gets 4times of personal spotcheck? Even inside my socks they would want to check. Stupid prefects, who the hell is stupid enough to hide a phone in their socks, which phone on earth is even that small/slim? What the fuck.
Stupid asshole, they freaking suspected me like mad asking me & forcing me til i broke down. I hope you're happy. I fucking hope you're happy. Eh, Hello? Bitch, if you think you're the hero, why did you run away from me when I was about to slap you huh? If you scare, jaga yor fucking mouth nicely abit la next time, run away like a big fat ass chicken. Wtf? no guts to face me la right? never seen this side of me that i would yell infront of teacher right? never seen me chase after a person just to slap them right? I would punch you if i had the chance, you think i don't fucking dare is it? Stand right infront of me then you see la, you'll go home crying into your mommy's arms. JAGA YOUR FUCKING MOUTH next time chibai.


If they didn't held me back, you've been toast. Don't bleedy think I don't know you brought phone okay. I'm the one who collected the phones from everyone & put it into the bag, you think i fucking don't know? I even fucking lied like crap just so i could save your idiotic ass & i know i couldn't hide everyone's one, but at least I tried, and this is how you fucking repay me back, bitch? I have to fucking runaway from so many prefects & hide from Lee Huat & Pn.Kasma just to find a place to hide all the phones & this is what I get when i failed to hide them? I fucking TRIED okay. appreciate sikit ok. Who's the one going around like an mad idiot collecting things & annoucing that there's a spotcheck, me.
huh, think you're the hero? think again, everyone is againts you.

you will pay, you'll see you will pay.

Fuck you Debbra, Tarshini. Lifeless teachers pet.


oh btw, Tarshini. I'm so fucking glad your wallet got stollen. I hope you'll be this dumb again to actually put your wallet under the desk. idiotic.


whatever man. Thanks a million for those who got me down, I probably never screamed or acted this way before. To the better things, Had luch with Intan, Balqis & was joined by Iskandar later on. Went Autosurf & played left4dead for abit with Chow Chee.


This I wasn't posing.


This, I was posing (:


Playboy & phantom.

& today everyone who spoke to me felt like killing me because I was so blur & according to Intan, blonde. hahaha, my eye hurts really bad so i had to lend Chow Chee's glasses the whole day. Oh i got a tattoo, no not really but soon. I got my mom's named hena-ed nearby my stomach. Not so nice :/




Oh introducing:


In the I (:





I don't want to chase the time,
If we're too far behind,
I don't want my heart to rush,
But you're intoxicated.

Slow me down,
how am i gonna get thru this?
tell me how,
the feeling i'm having, it makes me smile but i'm afraid.

Show me how,
I think i've wen in too deep.
I wanna get out,
but i wanna stay in.




Thursday, February 26, 2009

I got tagged but Sam & this is super hilarious :D

RULES:
Do this to a person you are talking to. Don't cheat, or it will ruin the fun. If you can say these in rapid-fire to one person without them blocking you or just not answering. . You are the CHAMP
Here we go...

Victim - Amin.
Picture of Victim -

Don't kill me :D



1) Type "I'm superman."
response:
hahahaha
n u say men in tights are ridiculous
apa la u
ahahahah



2) Type "I lost my eye ball though."
response:
waw
replace with golf ball

3) Type "Oh my god I heard about your dog"
response:
my dog?

4) Type "pickle"
response:
ha??
what?
pickle?
what are u talking about??!!

5) Type "My goldfish just died"
response:
padan muka
hahaha
irene O.O

6) Type "Did you just lie to me!?"
response:
lie to you?
about what?



7) Type "I need to go to the bathroom"
response:
emmm okay

I stopped here cause i think i freaked him out, so guessed I'm not the champ :/





During Science. *one of the worst science teacher ever*

My class got spot check for the 3rd time this month. & i found out there's another Friday the 13th coming up next month. God, I lost my Guess Purse, wtf wtf wtf. School was quite a bore today, don't know why. the whole time i just felt like sleeping.

Everyone wants to get colour contacts now, Soon enough everyone willl have colour eyes. What is it now? A trend? haha, Gotta renew mine :/ Need new specs badly, Razan is like hogging on my old broken ones.

Pictures from the Curve will be uploaded next post. tadah:






Ignore my up-ed hair & retarded smiles.





During Moral.





Wednesday, February 25, 2009


I know I haven't been updating. Pretty occupied. Seafiled's IU Audition is on the 6t of March & so is my First term, hope it won't make me cramp. God I'm scare!

Going to be Starbuck's favorite customer once more again or at least exam is over. Remembered the days as an ex PMR candidate, Jeevani & I would sit in Starbucks for hours studying with paper notes placed everywhere & play Uno when we get tired.

Have to finish reading Eat,Pray,Love as soon as possible so I could actually pay attention on doing my revision. That book is a drug, seriously. Litreature class was fun today. Yasmin & I laugh all the way from Science to Sivik class, god it was so funny that Razan named the bug crawling on someone's back "textture" . Oh, give me hand claps cause i wore my contact lens without looking into a mirror today(yeah i know its lame), Right after school had another laugh with Nazrin. I miss laughing like that.


Cousin is going to drag me to look for her wedding dress & my bride mate's dress very soon, then to go pick the flavour of her cake so on & on. Have to take Lyod for his monthly check up, Feel like bringging him to the Ikano's pet store but only if her could stand long journey. Bet he's excited(I'm excited). Ah I'm also gonna creat the invatation for Cousin's wedding. Yay?

Meet my favorite German Sheppard, Lyod.




Tuesday, February 17, 2009

I thought i was the one in the million who skipped school & decided to stay home today. Nut no no no, I went online at about 9:00AM this morning & majority who was online were SJ-ians. At least 24 pupils from it are from my class. Pn.Neoh is going to teach empty chairs & tables today.

ss15 Asia Cafe/Cyber Cafe are filled with people. & I missed Breakfast with Picky. Super super super sorryyyy! She came to stick around for a little while, promised her to meet her pretty soon since she has about 5months off from college. LUCKY!


The both of us.

I feel like eating fried chicken.




Monday, February 16, 2009

Hasnor pulled a freakingly stupid prank on me today, majority of the form4 now knows about it. Wth, I'm going to kill him. So so so this is what happened, after maths, one there was a crowd around Yasmin's table, So we were so eager to know, we went there. they didn't let me read so i didn't exactly bothered. During Pn.Siti's lesson, I found that note in Eddie(my pencil case), So i pulled out & started laughing like crap after i read it. It says:

To: Pik Yee

Yesterday, it seems so far away. Oh I believe in yesterday. Shall i compare you to summer's day? On a night desert highway. Welcome to hotel California. You're beautiful, you're beautiful it's true, I saw your face in the chinese place and I don't know what to do then I want to marry you. Parappappa parappappa parappappa. Because a girl like you is impossible to find, impossible to find. Its tonight will be the night I will fall for you over & over again, don't make me change my mind. I think Im going crazynow that love is a game, love is a game.

Seriously wth. haha.

Then later on Intan msg a random msg to me saying:

"lol Rene all ur smses got 'haha' in them lmao"

Which i think its true, i get that alot. Can't help it! I laugh!

So I know Valentine was on Saturday & i'm only updating about it today, but whatever-lah. My Valentine this year was- well, fun. Definitely different from all those other years, Had a blast.

14th Feb 2009.

About 7:45AM, Balqis, Shafeqah, Anis, Hasmyra & myself met over to Diyanah's house. I played FatalFrame3 for abit cause i got bored of it(It was my 3rd time playing it) & Diyanah was freaked out by it. So we tried to sleep but failed so we went & use the internet around 8:00AM, I know you might be thinking who on earth uses the internet that early.


Later when we got ourselves ready, we hung for abit & left at 11:00AM to Sunway Pyramid, to celebrate Hasmyra's Boyfriend 18th birthday. We settled in Wendy's since everywhere else was full.

Before leaving.


Enlarge this and see how funny i look, i was saying: "what the hell"



Playing burnout.



Meet up with Yasmin, Natasha & Syahirah when we were there. Bumped into Diyanah Rosli. & also, I bumped into Denise. surprised (:

All of us (:


We got bored.



While waiting for god knows what.



A picture on the rooftop of Sunway Pyramid.



Credits to Balqis.


ze twins of ze day.



Candid




Another candid shot.


Shafeqah, me likeyyyy.


Denise (:



We(Balqis, Shafeqah, Natasha & Yasmin) went Pavillion, KL at about 1:30PM with LRT. I hate myself for being a claustrophobic, seriously.We bumped into Diyanah Rosli in bintang walk & Pavilion


Went back to Dee's house at 6PM & met up with the rest of them who split with us earlier.

My peek-a-boo.


Stupid vampire teeth.


Monorial.


Pavillion, Kuala Lumpur.


Hung out with JJ til about 8:ooPM & Marc drop me home at about 9:ooPM(thanks, Marc) (:

Meet JJ. His full name? Jacobus Johannes Odendaal Meyer.



My personal favorite.




Saturday, February 14, 2009

Hi all, Just to prove i'm already updating my blog, & not so so into left4dead NOW. so Hi (:




Thursday, February 12, 2009

I look bad, but it was the only picture we took together since 1000years ago.

My sleeping hours are totally out. It's 1:00AM right now, that i just realize I went to bed t 8:00PM. Now what, that i am wide awake & there's school tomorrow?

I am still uber tired, down with flu & sore throat. Anytime, the cough is going to hit me. I was hell tired yesterday, I slept with my contact lenses on in class. We (Razan, Balqis, Intan) were suppose to enter the Drama Audition today but we spent our time laughing instead of practicing so we bailed. We were planning to do scenes from "the Devil Wears Prada". Funny.

I was about to sneeze.



After School, brought Intan & Balqis to Taipan for lunch & to get their contact lenses. Now the 3 of us owns a pair of Grey Contact Lenses! :D




We settled in Station 1 for Lunch, We spent almost our whole entire day there, singing, Changing & making up songs. IT gets better when we tried to play snooker when we are pool players so we ended up playing limbo with the snooker stick.

Candid.



Not good at it while teaching Intan to hit a ball.


Nah, Limbo.



Hung out somewhere near Mcdonald's when I bumped into Din & Teddy. Missed them like F. Will be seeing Teddy Tomorrow, yay!


I look super retarded here, HAHA!


Yesterday's with Ewern & Jay Zee;


Wernderful.


Sweatyyyy.




Dinner @ Papa Rich.