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IRENE CHEEN,




I'm eighteen, I wouldn't claim myself to be 'short' at 5"2.5 but I do wish to be taller sometimes. My greatest fear of life is being alone for too long & being around tight spaces(Claustrophobic). I am a crossed legged that loves cuddles, piggybacks, tea, foul words, animals, acid wash colours, music, ADTR, poetry, alone, horror, long walks, conversations, smell of rain, old books, random midnight roadtrips, James Frey, wolves, piercings, and FOOD.







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Thursday, April 29, 2010
I need a chill pill, pronto.


I am super tired and feeling so sick. Tissue papers became my new bestfriend. School today was seriously annoying, from Enghoe most of it. I am just rather annoyed today. So darn stress out, I did so much and you're asking me stupid questions. Seriously next time I'm going to start spending less effort to care about things like this.

You are not going to work together, then why should I waste my time. Seriously. I am serious shit stressed out about so many, how I wish screaming and banging my head againts the wall will make the undone jobs to be done by itself. WARGH, help me, I need to chill! How do you chill, I am never going to recover if I don't chill.

HORROR. I am going to bed, not going to bother about my undone maths work already.




Wednesday, April 28, 2010

"What is it that you've done to me, that I still can't let you go. I know I'll have to, but I can't, maybe I just don't want to. I hate you so much even for words to describe them, I hate you so much that I still want you. I hate to think that I still lover you." - said.


& today;

I'm going to miss you, dad. I miss you, Loyld. I miss you, Striplet.




Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Mushi mushi

"Why did you go cut your hair? You look like a Chinese now"
That is because I am a Chinese.

I got that today, hilarious. I think I am slacking off in school again. Where the fuck did my brain cells went to this time. I haven't be able to finish any of my work, because I am so tired or am just to lazy to. Why am I doing this to myself when Mid-term is just around the corner.

This Saturday, Steve Aoki or Tokio Hotel? Neither, maybe for Tokio Hotel since Saturday's plan is to One Utama. Tutti Fruity, here I come. I've never left Pyramid without getting a cup of Tutti Fruity ever since it's open. It's so yummy, I want it now. Saturday, saturday! a bigger Tutti Fruity shop I hope (:

Mother turns 50 year old today, Happy Birthday mom. I'm such a pain in your ass, I know.

One thing I do not get about is that, why do people like to ask silly questions like "have you eaten your dinner" when it is like 12:00AM. Isn't that suppose to be supper already? Moving on- This is what happen for Canteen day, Preperations & Canteen Day itself;


First batch turns out to be damn good looking and eatable.


This was in Shivany's house, where we thought we could get everything done by 5PM, eventually only made 25boxes. Michelle & I rushed back to my place and off for History class. Thanks to Hasnor small kancil & fast driving, we made it in time.



After class, everyone met up at my place with no sushi mats so we went out to 100yen to get more. Did another 10-20 boxes til it reaches about 12AM. Woke up the next morning about 5AM and met up at Michelle's house to continues til it reaches to 50boxes, Suceeded and Red bull saved our butts. Oh yeah, the picture of the ice cream is my own recipe from Andrew's Ice cream store. I call it Alice in Wonderland.



Everyone who helped out with the Sushi. It was a sucess. Everything was sold out within 3hours. Pn.Cheam was our first buyer. Well in school at least.



Cher Minn & Lawrence came as well. So did Johnathan and his group of friends. The only one missing in action? Brandon Peter Morais ): Played table talk with Shivany & Yee Jiun and was soaking wet after that(that is why I fell sick, maybe). Entered both of the haunted house which was, I'm not going to say anything.


Went AC with the whole bunch after Canteen Day. Kenneth came as well and we played L4D til 6PM or so. Went home later on, and head out for dinner at Putra Heights.


Lawrence Sim and Kenneth Sim, they look so much alike! I never really realise that :o

Sunday I am one of the luckiest person I supposed. Went Pyramid and bought a hoodie for only RM25 when I was suppose to pay RM107. I guess the cashier had it wrong. And this month, I've went to the saloon for so many times.




Monday, April 26, 2010
Because I am done sharing every tear for you,

My post are rather short nowadays. I'm sorry, life has been hectic. According to Ah Ming, I should be given my own "Irene's Day", I really need it now. Yours truly is officially sick again, took my temperature in school today, teacher gave me a mask, very store room smell like so I threw it away. Class today was found with fish blood stains and dead fishes from Canteen Day, it stink really bad, it made me felt worst.

Anyway, I am slowing falling asleep due to the medicine I've taken, so I better hit the sacks and update more about Canteen day, very soon okay? I need to get my study mood back on. Oh yeah,

notice anything? here's a hint, 4 1/2 inch gone.
and yes I notice alot of my pictures now are taken with the webcam.

Gravity by Pixie Lott, I recommend for good music.




Sunday, April 25, 2010

I am going to sleep for more than 5 hrs now, yeay! Oh, right school tomorrow, hoooorrraaayyy -.-

Will update soon! Nights Universe.




Saturday, April 24, 2010
Outburst,

Today I died.

I went for school,
I got gang banged by Debbra, (thank you Hassan, Hasnor, Shi Cheng & Jun Yoong for the backing up)
I talked to Shakila & gave her a hug,
We(Intan, Michelle, Balqis, Natasha, Yasmin) went on air on Hitz.fm on 1:30PM
We(Shivany, Michelle, Jay Zee, Natasha, Yasmin) did sushi from 2.00PM-5.30PM
We left with Hasnor and Addie and rushed for History tuition class
We continued sushi at my place til 11:30PM

Meanwhile at my place:
We saw it altogether & I cried.
Thank you for all your comforts I wouldn't know what I would do without them.
Everyone was the bomb to ask me to delete him for everywhere but I didn't want to.
Finally, Anusha did it for me and I only came to find out mins after.
I use to think he deserved better and it was my fault, but now, I think I deserve way more better of a guy. I shall cry no more for you( or else Anusha, Michelle, Shakila, Balqis is going to slap me) HAHA (:

We will wake up at 5AM and will be at Michelle's by 6AM to finish up the sushi.




Thursday, April 22, 2010
Raindrops falling on the rooftop.

Now my wall looks like a typical every girl's room wall. I've got so many more photos & I am not sure where else to paste it at.

Hello all,

So as you all know my school's Canteen Day is happening on the 24th(Saturday) of April. You didn't know? Okay, I bet you do now. So our class decided to sell Sushi, Drinks & Cake that looks like a retarded flying saucer. The last two ones was teacher's idea, Sushi was pretty much Shivany's and mine and we fought all the way to the ground to get the ideal of Sushi to be approved. Wasn't easy, when you have classmates that hates even pay up RM5.

It's my last year, I do what I want so just leave me to it, seriously.

So today after school, we were separated into two groups to meet up in Subang Parade to get the things for sushi. In Hasnor's car they had, Addie, Hassan & Yasmin where else, Kuan gived in a little help and picked Anusha, Michelle, Melissa & I up to Subang Parade. I'm so sorry Kuan to have you waiting for us for so long!


Shawn Khoo acting cute.

Met up there and had lunch at Mcdonald's, we rushed because we didn't want to miss out on the Mcvalue. Saw Shawn for abit and we left for Gelato's while waiting for the boys to drop Melissa off to tuition. I know how much I hate ice cream but the fact, I really love this one because it is really smooth and it isn't really that sweet. Almost like yougurt like! Must try! This is located in quite alot of places, Subang Parade or Taipan if you're living in Subang areas.


Looks delicious, doesn't it? I think I'm so addcited to this.


Went over to carefour then and started our list, injured my ankle because Anusha just had to push the trolley into the wrong way, thank goodness I love you Anu though I had to limp the whole day & miss my Volleyball practice! While shopping, we bang into another group of SJ-ians shopping for cantten day as well.


Fooling around and caught on camera. Look at the 2nd picture, two jacoons smilling at the back there as if they never been to a hypermarket before.

Jerica, Trisha & Nandini & another solo one May Chen. Jerica joined us after her group left. Walked back to cold Storage to get a couple of imported items that Carefour doesn't have and in total we burnt about RM160, it isn't that bad for sushi, right?

Jerica just had to take pictures everywhere, even if there's just rice everywhere.

ended the day with Shawn & his friend sending me home, Shawn, very dangerous driver. Shawn's friend loves Justin Bieber. Thefore, his songs kept repeating the whole way home.


Taiko at the back.


There you go, jinjang as ever. We share those jinjang hairstyle so we decided to take pictures like them. Epic fail!
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010
you can't make up your mind, please don't waste my time.

Enjoying life with jinjang hair, day 4.


Hello all! Please tell me you haven't left? I hope not. First thing's first, I can feel that I get radically annoy easily nowadays, especially in class where Eng Hoe is. Seriously, I don't want to talk anymore. In the other hand, everything at home is always up and down. I'm really tired to speak to anyone of them sometimes, I am getting so quite, I just do not have the energy anymore you know?

Getting daily therapy from Addie & Yasmin, sometimes Anusha & the whole lot bunch. Somehow I just don't cry when I'm with all of them, I absolutely love the feeling. Currently sick & am having rashes due to too much stress, but finally it's recovering. I still haven't made up my mind who's table to sit on during prom. Jerica's, Sheera's or Anusha's?

As far as you all know, my off days are only a few hours after school and few hours before volleyball practice on Thursdays. So I would blog as much as possible about it. So last Thursday, the L4d clan(according to Intan) plus one, Razan went down to Curve after school for lunch. Eventually Anusha & Melissa missed out again.


When I am annoyed, I look like that.

Getting there was a serious patient challange for me, which I failed to do it because I end up walking out from the cab and screaming to the cab then raised a middle finger to him. That was because he didn't want to fetch us with 4 seaters at the back and he was asking the charge or RM3 when we hardly move a KM?


Intan's scene idea.


Reached there about 3PM and went for lunch at Ikea, fromerly we were suppose to look for a nice palce to dine in but we were just too hungry. Went and spent sometime in Pet Safari & Daiso and we did ran the escalator again, its just something we gotta do. We had alot of failed attemp of high school musical photos which turned out really really hilarious.

Meows & oinks.


And off we went back home about 5-6PM-ish. Going home was simple and nice. the cab driver was awesome, not like the one we had before. We enjoyed our way home with a 6seater cab, so in the cab, 3 cameras was in use. Michelle, Intan and Yasmin & I was having some sort of camwhoring competition I supposed?

Michelle and Intan.



Yasmin & I, now you get what I mean?
(more photos on Facebook)


The other thing where you've been missing out is? On Saturday, Vincent picked me up and I had my hair trimmed and my fringe cut, it turned out a little too short but I think I can leave with it since it's only hair. Vincent wouldn't stop calling me a kindergarden throughout dinner & one the way home.
Not to mention, he thinks I was awefully jinjang on that day because I had fake eyelashes on(for fun cause it's been awhile since I wore them) & I wore a striped vest. Keep laughing, I was too lazy to dress up.

Pretty much that's about it, way lazy to update about what happen throughout the whole week but it was sure tiring. Things I have to get that I haven't gotten, pronto!

  • White study desk from Ikea
  • 3 white cups from Ikea for my pens
  • Accesorries box from Ikea
  • Chair for study desk from Ikea
  • Standing lamp from Ikea

  • White paint
  • Have all the pictures printed out
  • Transfer white mirror from KK house to my room
  • Running shorts



I need to go Ikea, fast!

addie L says:
haha
you only want to layan
ahahha
dont layan only lahh
kan senang hidup ko


Sometimes, I have to admit my friends are so damn right. So I have to quit wasting my time.




Sunday, April 18, 2010

Photobucket

I know I've been missing in action. I'll bring you down to one whole long entry very very soon, okay? okay.




Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Please bare,

Yes I do know my English is not as good as before & I make a lot of typos in my entries. this is because I don't double check them, I do not have the time for it. And it isn't as good as before due to the same reason, I make it as simple as possible. Million apologize.




Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Rebound of yours, never again.

Today we learnt Oxymoron in school for English. It was fun having to guess words. I have such perverted friends, really. They were trying trying to find out what bra size I am. Yes it was kinda of disturbing.



Printed out from the Kodak machine below of Kasturi. Spot my black eye rings and bags? That proves how tired I am, now I hardly even have time for myself to sit and blog a proper post. Or even watch TV, how long was it since I watched the TV? I honestly do not remember. One day off and I think that's better than nothing. No don't put it one day, few hours off.

I feel like crying, who knew a busy shedule can kill? I hate all the pressure, I don't even get proper sleep and naps anymore. I hardly even nap nowadays, even if I do. Mainly only for an hour maximum. I want to cry. I have to make myself think that this is all going to be worth it one day.
One of my readers requested to know what do I have in my make-up pouch today. I do not know why, but I am sorry I won't be making it long. I do not have as much make-up as other girls do, because mainly I do not really fancy make-up that much anymore. But I'll try to give out my best.

Inside I have:
  • Elitanto Eye Shadows for my eyes.
  • A 2 sided lipgloss form Sasa, a lipice & lipbalm from Skin Food and a cupcake lipbalm from Bloop.
  • Two eyepencils sharpenner from Elitan and Skin Food.
  • A DKNY perfume and a Anna Sui lotion.
  • 3 Black eyelinners from Maybeline, Mac & a UK brand. 1 white eyelinner from Elianto & a liquid eyelinner from a brand which I cannot remember.
  • A eyebrow pencil from I am not sure of the brand and A counselor from Loreal.
  • a fake pair of eyelashes & and eyelashes clipper.
  • Lastly my favorite, Garnie eye-whitening roll.

Mother is always coming home late now and I am always late for tuition, she use to disagree the fact my boyfriend(ex) or anyone of my friends to send me to tuition but now she is asking me to look for a friend to send me to tuition when she isn't around? And she is suddenly asking me to get a new cupboard & a studydesk, okay I don't mind about that. Will be going Ikea this Saturday to look for one. And she comes home with newly bought cosmestics for me when I hardly even use them now. My mom had finally come to learn that I am really growing up.




Monday, April 12, 2010
I like what we're having but I wouldnt call it love just yet.

Haha, spammed Jason's wall cause I was so bored yesterday while waiting for Gossip Girls to finish loading. Jason & Yew Hann gives me the picture of a really cute gay couple. Haha.

Anyway I've got loads of school work to finished by tonight, I think the only work I am updated on is Maths, Literature, English & Bahasa Melayu. School today was fine, had alot of laughters as always, I use to sleep throught out every lesson of Moral but now, all I do is just laugh, the people I know is just so crazy!


You think I might be crazy but yes, I like school. Haha, mother say I should start taking my studies seriously, which I am thought I seem to be going out alot, okay mommy? Anyway pictures from Reunion, alot more came after we left Bubba Gump.


Team Jacob?


Met them again in Forever 21.




Sunday, April 11, 2010
So if you can let me go, I can do better.

Jason* says:
now you know
i love you
i meant it
i knw you wont say it to me
but doesnt matter
aslong i do

Haha, Jason Jason Jason, Chuck Bass much!

Yesterday had my primary school reunion, had tons of pictures taken but guess what? My camera decided to reformatted it self. All my pictures are now gone. Now I seriously hate my camera. I hate you, you stupid camera. FML.

Pictures from my phone:

Yasmin & Michelle. Flower girls much?


Michelle

Anyway, it was kinda awkward but fun yet I guess? I swear I do not remember anyone, AT ALL. Even the guy I use to be so close with I don't remember him at all. We were all spotted at Bubba Gump but Yasmin, Michelle & I left early cause it was getting boring.

Went to Bloop to get Yasmin's cupcakes lip gloss, then to Cotton On to get her school shoes. Then head on down to Secret Recipe for lunch. Had all pastas, and mom joined after awhile. After lunch, mom left & we went to look for Balqis, Natasha & Intan in popular and banged into Shi Cheng & Junyong. Walk around for abit til 6 and left with Michelle for Tutti Fruity before heading home.

Was suppose to catch a movie with Ken, but it was canceled cause I was super exhausted. Stayed home today for more maths. Will be going out later to search for guitar and maybe for dinner. No pictures, cause yes what a fucked up camera I have.

Oh, short good news; mother allows me to get an ATM card, its about time!


This is Epic cool, haha Thanks to Intan (:





Saturday, April 10, 2010
Cupcakes for Cakes,

Before I start all the babbling & photo showing, my life has lately just been about food, maths, food, friends, volleyball, tuition, school, and more food! Today had sudden cravings for Kai Si Hor Fun(Keoy Tiao Sup with sliced chicken) thanks to Jay Zee and the whole bunch.

during Moral, all of us were talking how Jay Zee reminds us of Chicken rice, Siew Pao, Char siew pao, Hor fun, mantao, Tau foo fa. & later continue on with Jerald & Shivanny on Bak ku teh. All about food, made me crave for so much. So after tuition, Razan, Michelle & I dined in Papa Rich to;

SATISFY OURSELVES WITH DELICIOUS JAYZEE'S! KAI SI HOR FUN, YUM YUM! With addictional of Milo Dinosaur, my all time favorite from Papa rich (:

Moving on,

On Wednesday, two of my dearest turned seventeen years old. But only celebrated with Intan the day after. With John we did something very simple. Originally was to Pyramid 2hours before tuition but it started raining so heavily, we end up locating at Secret Recipe & Victoria Station.

Was joined by Michelle & Razan after. I got stalked by a freaky negro which ruined my day terribly, John had to be my temporary boyfriend to save me, hilarious shit. Ran over to this bakery to get John a small cupcake with Razan, but eventually Razan tripped and the cherry on the cupcake fell and start rolling off, and we decided we were at the entrance, we just put it back on the cupcake. Super funny! Of course we told John not to eat it.

Hello Chindian, you're such a gummy!

Later, Michelle & I just had to be so jacoon and vain so we started camwhoring like mad? Haha,


Yep yep my new jeans! Now I am going to wear it everyday until it stinks! :D

The day after, Thursday. We; Razan, Michelle, Yasmin, Intan & I head on down to The Gardens @Midvalley for lunch after school. Had a suprised planned out for Intan & She did not see it coming! Thank god after all the work of planning,hope you like what we did Tan (:



At the train station, we just had to be so vain & I just have the skills to be lala :D


First thing we did when we arrived. Strike a pose! Figured out yet? It's a pose from left4dead. HAHA.



Michelle & I told them we needed to pee so badly so we left. We once again dined in Flying Chilli/Thai Thai/Just Thai. We only gave that excuse to go look for a cake. We couldn't find any til we entered the cafe on the ground floor. First laid eyes on the minature cupcakes and didn't care how much it was, we grabbed it. RM20 for 5pieces, not worth it!

This is where we got the cupcakes from, Its delicious only if it didnt cost us a bomb!

We rushed back, and had to hid the cupcakes in my bag. Told them that the toilet in Gardens broke down so we needed to go a little further. Went out to set up. Called Razan out & Intan thinking it was his dad who's calling & Razan entered to take Yasmin out giving the excuse "Yasmin there's someone who wants to see you". Leaving Intan all alone, we were actually all bending down like ducks outside the restaurant so she wouldn't see us. When we set up everything, the waiters changed the song in the Restuarant to a Happy Birthday song and we started walking in with a birthday song.

Hee (:

And then it was time to dig in!

Intan with Coconut Milk Cendol, Tom Yam mee hoon w seafood & I, Michelle with Fried keoy tiao w prawn & Yasmin Thai Fried rice w Fried chicken & okay the bill this time was jaw dropping.

Acting stupid.


Absolute love.


what was I doing?



Then it was home by 6:30PM

So sorry it's shorten because Im way tired to update a nicer post. Sorry! More Picture on Facebook & video will be uploaded soon, so stay tune! (: