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I'm eighteen, I wouldn't claim myself to be 'short' at 5"2.5 but I do wish to be taller sometimes. My greatest fear of life is being alone for too long & being around tight spaces(Claustrophobic). I am a crossed legged that loves cuddles, piggybacks, tea, foul words, animals, acid wash colours, music, ADTR, poetry, alone, horror, long walks, conversations, smell of rain, old books, random midnight roadtrips, James Frey, wolves, piercings, and FOOD.







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Sunday, February 28, 2010
Walking under an empty sky


Okay this is where I am going to start telling what on earth really happened on Friday night, so stop asking me already- okay? okay. This is going to be one hell of a long story, so START RUNNING.

After dinner with the bunch at Lala Chong on Friday, Balqis came over to get ready. She invited me for a last minute plan to attend her friend's open house(Yes I didn't know whose open house was it but she dragged me along anyway), It took us ages to get ready. Most of the time it was just Balqis kept trying clothes after clothes on what to wear and since we had the extra time, we decided to go for a full make-up process look though it wasn't really my thing.


It looks nice only cause it's taken infront of a mirror.

Balqis's friend, Edwin was late about an hour and half, so while waiting- Balqis & I took pretty much videos & pictures and so smart of us, both of us left the house with her half bar battery & me with my low battery. Explains pretty much now, why I did not reply any of your texts/calls?

While waiting, ignore my stone face- I was reading some atrical on the laptop.

So the first open house attended was around The Mount Kiara golf Club, It was radically quite in Edwin's car because for the first time, Balqis wasn't hyper, YET. We left the party pretty early cause we were gonna attend for another party nearby Ampang Outlook Point area. The first party gave me a bad luck, cause I lost about RM30 from gambling & Balqis went missing to god knows where.

I decided to swith to my shorts from my skirt cause it was quite troublesome when I needed to sit down, and at the same time, my necklace & bracelet went missing. I think I left it somewhere, yes it's sad. Balqis said I look like an angel because my attire was changed to a white top, white shorts and white slippers. So the open house at Ampang was good, I had a little too much.



I was pretty much asleep for that long journey ride back home. Came to the point where I woke up to throw up, Balqis told me we were lost. I thought it wasn't really that bad but turns out it was. Edwin started throwing up and coughing really bad, Balqis and I started freaking out, he went unconcious later on which even freaked us out more. Hearts pounding so fast, after trying to ask for help & cab numbers, it was useless. So I decided to call Henry to give me a quickie lesson on how to drive an auto car and yes I drove til we found shoplots. I was driving literally very slow so quit laughing. I was freaking out. Edwin was fine and was quite sober to drive. Halfway driving he started coughing and throwing up.

Drinking with an empty stomach, very very bad. And that's my vomit(disgusting). & this was somewhere nearby Batu Caves.

Gotten Edwin some panadols and we waited til he got better. Eventually our curfew was about 1AM but we ended up reaching home about 5AM-ish to 6AM-ish. Obviously got my ass fried nicely by my parents & when I finally told them what happen, I thought they were going to ground me or something but they didn't say anything and just let me went to sleep.


Edwin.


Shut eyes at about 7AM and got up at 9AM due to suffering from a very bad headache. Gotten a shower & watch some tv. Later on about 2PM, headed to Pyramid for a little shopping and lunch(I'm still not grounded). For the first time, I felt so lazy to dress up so I only put on a big t-shirt, shorts & slippers. And best yet, no make-up at all this time, Ha I feel so much better.

Went home about 5PM, Got ready & went out to EngHoe's open house. That's going to be posted up in the next entry, so stay tune!




Thursday, February 25, 2010
With my heart split open,

My heart is broken into a million pieces. But hey don't get me wrong, this past eleven months has been one of the greatest times of my live. All those silly things we've done, treasure hunts made. And yet one of the best, all those creative things we did for each other and together. Now I'll just have to pass that what i had in mind for you to the next one. I really hope you'll think of me once in a while. Just like how I would do to. Thanks for being there for me. Either you read this or not, it's your fault this time. I always thought it doesn't matter how many chances I give out, it's just the matter of fact, how many times you would like to screw up. You screwed up, you've hurt me more than ever, honestly.

HOKAY!
So other side of the uglier things, are the pretty things. I am almost done with my Moral project, yes I am obviously so happy about it because I've been delaying it so much. Other, I am starting to like Math? (homagawd) Might be quiting Kasturi's Science and going to another Science tuition with John. Natasha & I made plans to go E@Curve for Valentine's Day tomorrow, with John, Yasmin & Haseef maybe. I need to get a new calculator, I can't do my Accounts nicely!

IKEA MEATBALLS HERE I COME.
So Pn.Azizah isn't letting anoyne from our class to drop Accounts and that literally sucks because I was thinking of dropping it but what the baboon. My bestfriend has come back after 2 weeks and I miss her like hell.

Ac today screwed my mood up, FTZ really sucked balls. Computers are like shitless shit. It took me about 30 minutes to enter the game and I was annoyed already. But I owned in foos, I would like a foos table for my 18th birthday, please? My life is so boring now; sleep, eat, ac, tuition, ac, shisha, ac, ac, ac, ac(homagawd)

Thinking of going back to the Volleyball & yes I would like to learn skating once again. School today was radically funny. We were makings pigs falling from the sky, Eddie was the victim, by throwing him high above and landing on our hands or perhaps the ground where all my items go BREAKING. And Pn.Azizah saw us, so we all ran back into the class before we could take a video of it.

Okay that's about it, I'm only updating because my rating went down to half a star from 4 stars! Ouch isn't it? 7 more months, first term in a week & I'm still folling around to go out tomorrow, haven't touch a single shit of books, I have to seriously take this in seriously now. Just 7 months to suffer about, and the partying begins. And then it's,








Germany? D:




Tuesday, February 23, 2010

So yeah, I'm back but I won't be staying for too long. My Chinese New Year this year was just like the other years, boring. There was only a slight different this year. I did not much. Basically this was it;

Movies, Asia Cafe, KL, alot of Pyramid plus Cotton On & oh I don't remember.

My pimples are popping out like mad. What on earth am I overstressed about? And I can tell you it has nothing to do with school nor study. This is another reason why I haven't been blogging. I am often stress & my mood swings unconsciously without a warning.

I am not sure what do I fear so much about right now that sometimes I feel like I'm hiding from the world. Keeping everything to myself but not making it any better. I feel as if I've gone missing. I miss my life.

First term is turning in, it's so close, it's only weeks away. Can you believe it? The horror.




Saturday, February 20, 2010
Hiatus,

Ohmygod, It's true when they say my blog looks dead. What f, going to go on hiatus for abit. Will be back once Chinese New year is over, promise!




Sunday, February 7, 2010
You are the thunder & I'm the lightning.

Lomography.


So lazy to update so here its is, the shortest I can ever get. Makbul with the rest on Friday after class. Hung out with the same bunch at Asia for Foosball & L4d2 & Bistro with school mates after school as well. Michael & Sharil come in handy for l4d but definitely not Razan. For foosball, I had sweating palms and a nervous heart playing with Michael because he is such a pro. My god.




Tuesday, February 2, 2010

We found a radically cool look-a-like baby scorpion today but it turned out to be a spider. So so so adorable, no joke. It's body is black with white stripe, having its black hands looking like the scorpion fangs with a long pointy tail & having the rest of its 6 legs transparent, now that is the most sexy spider I've ever seen/touched.

Matt, Balqis & I partially talked for the whole 2 periods of Science in the lab about Jellyfishes & Ants. We are so lame & I was so slow to catch on. Came home, and my evening was a disaster, trust me when I say it is. Even Ewern & Yee Jiun thinks she's a bitch now.