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IRENE CHEEN,
I'm eighteen, I wouldn't claim myself to be 'short' at 5"2.5 but I do wish to be taller sometimes. My greatest fear of life is being alone for too long & being around tight spaces(Claustrophobic). I am a crossed legged that loves cuddles, piggybacks, tea, foul words, animals, acid wash colours, music, ADTR, poetry, alone, horror, long walks, conversations, smell of rain, old books, random midnight roadtrips, James Frey, wolves, piercings, and FOOD.
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
Haha :D By, Jeevani.
During Tuition.We attended English Class today. Who knew right? (haha)
addie.L says:
weh
irn chn says:
?
addie.L says:
anything happend in school?
irn chn says:
NO.
addie.L says:
got study?
irn chn says:
NO. all do revision
irn chn says:
where were you the entire week?
addie.L says:
malas wana come
irn chn says:
hahaha, got study at home?
addie.L says:
a bit
irn chn says:
15 days more oh kay
addie.L says:
yes i know
irn chn says:
good, wanna scare you je :P
addie.L says:
u wont scare me that easy
irn chn says:
HAHA
addie.L says:
u'll still going to mid vally after pmr?
irn chn says:
do you want to?
addie.L says:
dunno yet
addie.L says:
but like malas
addie.L says:
AHHA
irn chn says:
yeah i kinda feel it too. HAHA. but no fun if we just go home right after PMR
addie.L says:
I'LL GO HOME AND CHANGE MY CLOTHES STRIGHT GO OUT
irn chn says:
ewww, no need to bathe wan ah
addie.L says:
anywhere
addie.L says:
of cos lah need
irn chn says:
hahahah, i dare you go run around in your boxers screaming MERDEKA :D
addie.L says:
ok if u go with your bra and panties
addie.L says:
then i join
addie.L says:
HAHA
addie.L says:
dont dare rite
irn chn says:
HAHA, noooo i ain't no striper
irn chn says:
ahahaha
addie.L says:
maby no need to mandi also
addie.L says:
our last papre finish 9 something
irn chn says:
hahahah, spray perfum only right
addie.L says:
paper*
addie.L says:
yes
irn chn says:
hahahaha, yuck now i know i'll stay far far away from your armpits :D
And i got the shocked of my life when Trisha told me my vocals reminded her of Colbie Calliat. And oh, we both retards are taking up swimming lessons after PMR for 200++ for friggin 12 lessons .(finally)
Friday, September 26, 2008
Not an Emo picture.
The One I can never live without.Hello.
Maybe it feels short because Friday's a Saturday, Saturday's a Sunday, Sunday's a school day and School day's doomsday. Maybe I do not want to be excited anymore. Maybe I do not want to expect anything anymore. Yeah;
Well done, I hope you are happy now already. - James Frey.
Love, they're so sweet
Love, they're so pale
That I could drown in my tears
It's always been up to you, boy
Oh, what about me?
We're not the same
It's not like the rain
We'll never come and go
So lift up, Don't hurt me no more
No dragging, no aching
Cause I'm feeling it all
It's happy but its sad
In my heart, It'll be great to keep you
But i guess it wouldn't be too long until we both remember why
We took a confusing path, I was left alone all the time
Don't leave me
Don't leave me hanging
I can't be holding on too long
Where do we stand, I'm scare to fall
Here's all for you, This song i'm singing is for you
No one gets me but that's okay
But do you even bother listening to me
All the way
Don't tear me apart, cause it won't be easy fixing me back
Oh don't
Oh don't
Oh don't
No screaming, No fighting
Cause it's feeling is complicated
To trust the things you are saying to me
But I guess it wouldn't take too long until we both remember why
We have a big secret that we can't move on
I need to know
How can we come far this but not knowing
What i'm feeling inside
I know it's not the time to say goodbye cause i know,
I'll be too late to take it all back
Oh maybe, Oh baby
Oh, gone away
We'll have to settle this, for once and for all
No running, no hiding.
That's one of the hardest song i'll have to write. ANYHOW, today today today is going to be a v v v v long post(i'll cut it short). So i'll start by saying 'What did i tell you when i told you its going to be awesome'. We did not manage to make Nala Cry, but she was definitely happy she finally gotten her FIRST ever phone from US(Shakila, Trisha & I). Don't worry, blogger is being annoying not letting me to upload videos so will do soon. Promise!
Happy belated Birthday, Nalashini Khandia
Letters, Letters, Letters.
They're perfect to me, Be Jealous!
Candid on our Gossip spot. Where everything is gossiped about.
Obviously.Today, Trisha & I went for the phone fair after school after lunch in Summit. It sucked.
thanks Ken for the ride home.
That F.O.S bag was filled with my class 'barang larangan'.
My soon-to-be-phone(yeah right)
Injured toes.We bought really really cute tees for only RM10.00 each!
Anyway, gotta run.
My song will be uploaded soon, patient SAM.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
21 days left! Exactly 3 weeks($%^&*#$%^&$@!##%$^%*&!) Yikes!
"Your laugh is different today"- Jerald
"I like it, it sounds funny"- Shakila
"What's the difference?" - I
"Usually when you laugh, you open your mouth but nothing comes out, today you can actually hear the word 'haha' all the way" - Jerald
Okay maybe my laugh is different i have to admit. Sounded, freaking awkward(man). While we tried to do our revision during maths lesson, somehow, I told Shakila how torturing is it to sit for PMR. And she told me it was worst back in Belgium(dont imagine). And outta nowhere, hell we started talking about theme parks. Then then then, roller-coaster.
about 20 mintues later, we talked about science stream, and we'll actually take up engineering and built a roller-coaster theme park in the future(and Jerald will be the first to go on it). We talked aout how things will work and it was F-hilarious! If you were there, you'll laugh your junks out :D
I have no idea why, but awkwardly i've been laughing the whole day NON-STOP. until Jerald thought i was high on Strepsils again(haha). After recess, we were shocked to have a PMR percubaan exam on Seni Visual(arts). Retarded, no? Most of them shoot and finished before we even started. Shakila and I gave up and shoot for 30-40. Haha, it was such a bore so we ended up taking pictures and attracting teaches attention!
Enlarge the photo and look how retarded Jerald looks! :D
The best friend busy-ing with my lousy phone camera.:D
Sunday, September 21, 2008
PMR is not over yet, JOY.I am so so so so so so lazy to blog today. So i'll just post up a few pictures i took from my temporary lousy phone. (My phone got sent away for repair due to two guys who spoiled it)
I was actually stuck there and didn't know how to get down.
Friday, September 19, 2008
HiThis is my another-side-of-prettier-things-side post.
Which means This is my I-stop-using-bad-words-that-much-but-today-is-my-comeback-for-it post.
I am feeling angry, depress, stress and sad at the same time. Maybe a little bit of me wants to cry and a little bit of me want to scream. Quarter of my wants to run so fast but another quarter tells me i am weak. But the whole piece of me tells my self, Here we go again.
Mother fucking idiot, fuck it seriously just fuck it. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I m fucking trying my best to write everything out but why(lah)? I'm so sick and fucking tired of you, you, you you you you and your limited words 'I-am-always-right-your-are-always-wrong-i-know-things-you-dont' . Shut it, just fucking shut it. I ain't brought to this world to be fucking treated like this. I make mistakes, and may not realize it. Tell me what i've frigging done wrong and i'll fix it, but i ain't a victim for you to be fucking scream at. I'm not your dummy that you get to stab my back anytime.
And you, you're never there. So what do you know? What do you know? tell me tell me tell me cause i really want to know, i really want to know are you even actually there to listen. Tell me cause i might be stupid but I'm not an idiot. Be there for me, just once. It's just once im asking for. Honest!
And you, don't treat me like your puppet. Don't fucking treat me like i'm your fucking puppet.
And you, trying to fucking use the word 'sorry', it might just come in handy. You fucking ruin it all the first time, i let you go, but now I think you've gone to far.
I want to shoot my self but I don't to shoot my self.
'you're here for a reason, just wait for it. God was one of us.' - Godmum.
and finally where are you? I want to urge to you but I can't. I can't take any actions.
Have a very goodnight readers, while it last!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
The night doctor said Strepsils surprisingly 'burned my throat', dad & I gotten the same expression that says 'what?'. well my epression was more to i was going to laugh but they look so serious, they actually made me scare. I wasn't feeling so so so sick that i needed to go to the doctors.Not until i actually vomited, had a bleedy nose(happened right in front of Trisha which was embarrassing) , and coughed blood. Mother insist me to stay home and skip both tuitions to go see a doctor. I told him i was taking quite a number of packets of Strepsils and he said that might just tell me why i was analyzing with blood. Was told "strepsils are very very dry that my throat couldn't take so much of it that why its 'burned'( that sentence just makes me want to laugh)"
So gotten my self to eat some real Medicine and feel so much better. Thanks all for the take-care-of-yourself-tho-its-your-exam-week wish (:
24 more days and still counting. I am so scare, all i want to do is just hide under my blanky and never come out til the day is over!
you should listen to Yesterday by Leona Lewis. It's great, serious!
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Dear dear dear dear all!hello you you you you you. I don't really feel any 'chio'(luck) is surrounding me, honest! My sick gotten from bad to worst and the worst news i've heard whole entire week so far? (other than PMR is just moments away) that is where my brother is coming home tonight from Penang where else i heard he was landing here by next week(shit).
I hardly blog when he's around nor i do not blog at all. Okay so anyhow, While i was doing my English paper one today, i notice when it came to one point people were laughing and staring at me. And when i gave a sign of "what" Brandon whispered, that article suits you well. First, i didn't have any idea on what they meant(cause i take to do my english paper extremely slow so i wouldn't make a mistake) , but when it came to the point where there was an article about laughing is the best medicine, i started giggling and Jerald went "WTF"
On our way home, the radio was playing some oldies from light.fm(aunt's favorite radio station), Trisha and i sang along the songs for our entire journey home. God it was hilarious due to the amount of mistake we did while singing it. It terribly annoyed my Aunt i could tell, but she was about to burst our laughing also.
I am finally feeling proud that i've actually been studying and doing my work. I did about 2 BM essays today in tution(which i never did), and Teddy paid for my work books, thanks much (:
Monday, September 15, 2008
While checking History with Pauline with a retarded webcam added on.I hate napping. My body is an automatic snooze button, and I constantly over nap(all the time). I woke up at 5 .30 this evening where i was suppose to an hour 30 mins ago. I got up and my bed was staring at me, constantly asking me to go back to bed(I did). 5 mins later, phone calls & msges started coming in, most of em' from Trisha asking for answers.
Oh-kay so i finally woke up cause i had to walk down and phone Yuet Yee for answers. Later on, i walk out of my house noticing i forget to comb my hair, so i U-turned and tied my hair. Swayed Trisha's jacket back. While i was walking home from Trisha's, It started to pour a little and i was wonder; Oh great, definitely never going to cure my sickness now.
Yeah, it gotten worst now. I hate coughing, I hate hate hate hate coughing. Today, for the entire day i could barely pay attention(especially History) due to my Gastric pain i was having. Only 27 days left to doomsday. F.
These are the picture taken last Friday.And this was today, drawn by Trisha.
Don't it recall you of anyone gay?
Oh-kay, I am falling sick & it is getting worst every hour. NO WAY, darn it. Having headache terribly, my eyes are so watery & my nose looks like it belongs to a reindeer! Gross & Annoying. VERY VERY, especially when Trials are tomorrow.
How I actually remember my 1st & 2nd term examination in school this year. Everyone in the class was eventually requesting my nose to shut up. And offering me tissue papers & cough droplets. Tomorrow, (ha) Its going to be the very same or even better, throw me out of the class.
I had a late night yesterday Chatting with 2 of my old class mates, Shaun & Darren. Shaun text me to go online with a random number(which freaked me out) and i was added in the conversation. Stupid boy. (haha) I also stay up watching this movie call Remember The Daze which made no sense at all but it was quite a movie.
It is now almost 12, which makes 3 days in a row i am trying to forget certain things i do not want to. It's for the best.
One last thing before i actually go continue reading History. A very Happy Birthday to my retarded friend,
Jerald Kang Heng Wai (:Sunday, September 14, 2008
"Let's go Bazaar before i go Penang tomorrow" - Brother."yerrrrrrr, let's go"
"Huh? you say yer then you still want to go" - brother.
"Oh, sorry wrong expression. Suppose to say yyeeaaaaayyy"
"retarded tongue. Wait wait, retarded brain. No wait! Retarded Sister!" - brother.
"no, you see its okay to be retarded. you should try being one. Put more stupidity into it, i think it suits you more."
God, i love being Evil man (:
Friday, September 12, 2008
There weren't that much picture we took in school or any in Summit due to the F summit which made me pissed off really bad. School was okay today.Shakila and I end up camwhoring, talking & laughing after our Gilap Permata Science paper 1. and During KH paper, Trisha and i just talked. HAHA. yeah i know its such a bore. I feel like i'm fasting but worst, I only had a pack of Twiggies since morning. Yes I am feeling grumpy right now that i ain't getting any lunch!
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
DID YOU KNOW,1. Why is it always so hard to understand the subject, History?
2.whether you should be angry or scream when your phone is used by your brother without permission when he's doing this
3. You have a smelly best friend that you love to sniff
4. You are lying to your parents when you tell them you've been paying attention
5. Your family is lying when they tell you they dont pose
6.Frenchtics caps are awesome exspecially you are boria-ing with your other good friend
7. People actually knows your secret
You sure its spongebob?
"Ewwww! who's that in the the the picture? KE-uglyness!"
"What ugly ugly ha? Me okay, Handsome leh" - brother.
"Oh.... um..."
"say it that im look so good" - Brother.
"oh okay, EVEN worst! you're so good at looking bad! eeeeyyyyerrrr"
"What ugly ugly ha? Me okay, Handsome leh" - brother.
"Oh.... um..."
"say it that im look so good" - Brother.
"oh okay, EVEN worst! you're so good at looking bad! eeeeyyyyerrrr"
"Haiiiiyyy, that's why. pfft"
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
I bid a very good day,Hello all,
I am told we're going to have a very pack & hectic week for this whole week. Gilap Pemata is happenning 2 hours before recess for the whole week. A drill examanation after recess.(yikes)
Trials is also next week, and History is very(speechless). Now my brother is picthing me off the computer. Will update then.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Our Gossip spot.I bought 2 story books at a very very cheap price! Only RM19.90 each! Consider very very cheap(leh). I took about a 2 hours nap before tuition. After class, Jeevani joined Izzy & I for Baskin Robins. I don't really fancy ice-cream, I dont tend to want more after a few scoop of yummy-licious(or what you call it).
I look funny.(haha)
Who else?
Ever wondered why History is so hard?
Nasha & I. Loves.Friday, September 5, 2008
Izzy didn't make it today. I haven't seen him for quite many days. So today, Jee(Jeevani) & I studied in Starbucks. Well, we tried. but it was quite a failure. It work for about 20 minutes at least ( haha)
I took this! :D
I took this! :D
We end up playing UNO, and i won her. TWICE! (: hahahah, we were, I think the most noisy people in the indoor of Starbucks.
who? (: