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IRENE CHEEN,




I'm eighteen, I wouldn't claim myself to be 'short' at 5"2.5 but I do wish to be taller sometimes. My greatest fear of life is being alone for too long & being around tight spaces(Claustrophobic). I am a crossed legged that loves cuddles, piggybacks, tea, foul words, animals, acid wash colours, music, ADTR, poetry, alone, horror, long walks, conversations, smell of rain, old books, random midnight roadtrips, James Frey, wolves, piercings, and FOOD.







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Tuesday, March 23, 2010

I am confused, I am lost, and you think you could make it all better by entering my life. I still manged to be happy, I am still happy without having you by my side. Wake up, haven't I've woken you up enough? You let me feel so happy at one point and then you try to knock me down.

Who are you fooling? Not me this time, not me. You tell me you like me, you tell me I never fail to make you laugh, you tell me I am not just like those normal girls you see everyday. You asked me to be your girlfriend. Then you come and tell me you ain't sure who to pick. So there's two of us now? You talk about your ex to me, how much taller she is compared with me and how she makes you feel. I'm sorry I'm not as tall as her, and I do not make you feel all pretty in heart. I don't like you.

And you asking me to wait for you so if you think stuff ain't right with her, you would come back to me. Do I look like a damn rebound to you? I'm not, and I'm definitely not the girl you take to compare with someone you loved. I and every girl has each different characters that lay in us. And if I don't suit that material of yours, I'm really sorry but I'm not dreaming or hoping to be with you.

You call me every night to thinking I'm fine talking to you. But I have things to do in life then to waste my breathe on you.